I'm sorry.

I'm sorry I'm here still when you just want to go start your own life.
I'm sorry I'm depressed all the time.
I'm sorry I can't hold it in all the time and say things that make you worry or bring you down.
I'm sorry most days I struggle to just get out of bed.
I'm sorry I often forget what you asked me to do.
I'm sorry I'm not very fun.
I'm sorry I have so many triggers.
I'm sorry I'm so delicate.
I'm sorry I'm not strong anymore.
I'm sorry I'm needy.
I'm sorry I'm useless.
I'm sorry I'm a burden.
I'm sorry I was born.

... I'm trying to be better, I just don't even know where to begin.